oh right it's Christmas

so if i have any regulars (i get a feeling i at least have a few) it is more than obvious that i have been anywhere but around here lately... thing is i have been en school since October and as it is that means a couple of exams in the ending of this month... i finished last Thursday with awesome grades BTW so it is all gooooood...

now it is 3 days from Christmas eve and yeah i have not really found the holiday mood yet... but i will get there i'm sure... at least i'm not tired of Christmas like i usually am... but i am spending a few days at home before my shift on the 23 in the company of family sort of anyway..

on the note of make believe world.. well due to exams i have not spend that much time roaming around in that world.. sure i have watch my weekly Lost Girl but on the other hand am i hopelessly behind on both Castle and The Good Wife... been watching a lot of Crossing Jordan lately though.. turns out i can study and semi rewatch that one at the same time... also i kinda lost track of the movies i have been watching lately so the list in my linklist is only updated until the 1st of November... so well yeah kinda lost meaning to the project but hey it is all fun and games right..

Anywho... basically i just wanted to wish people a merry Christmas since it is not likely for me to get anything watched or me getting online before Christmas eve so.. the i said it.. tuddles :P

Finally!... wait whaa?

Lost Girl premiere sometime between my sunday and my monday midday... i or well my body had for some reason decided that i should be sick and then i decided that cooking chicken in that state would be one of the more bad ideas... so i was staying in bed and after getting a couple of hours of sleep my head at least was sort of playing along.. so i went to go see myself to a bit of qi and then i realized that oh oh Lost Girl had aired..

YEAH ME!!! 

now i feel somewhat obliged into putting this little beauty in... 

not the prettiest thing but you'll get the point

so we start of with Kenzi in awesome clothes and some sparkly sparkly abilities..úber cool.. and then after a short while things just starts acting wrong.. like seriously we all know that Hale is over the hill into Kenzi and that wolfman has given his heart to Bo... so when the Kenziest Kenzi starts snogging Wolfman it is just WRONG... sexy but wrong.. and then Vex had turned extra evil... and here i was thinking he was kinda cool when he was almost good... and the trick and Aife... also that one left me on a high note wondering if she actually killed gramps or what... and i miss Tamsin.. and and and... WHY did lovely dr. hotpants end up a brunette.. just why? 

well that was a lot of spoilers.. i am almost sorry.. anywho... i'm gonna get my head stuck between reading up on food and watching Crossing Jordan.. Cheers

Today seems to be a bad day...

so it is early evening i finished my dinner and i just felt like i dunno watching a movie maybe... i go online i jump to my movie site and tadaaaa... i get a notice that the site is blocked in my country... now i know it is not netflix and i do think i should get around getting an account but.. i don't have one yet and tonight wasn't really the day i was planning on getting it either..

so what does this girl do... well like any other sensible person she gets an vpn in work and go to the site again.. wee the site is unblocked... bad thing is..

Shit looks like this... 

seriously that just sucks max... and all i wanted was to watch a movie.. nothing big or anything.. just a small one..

jezz them big folks makes life hard sometimes...

So much WANT!

oh Castle is back on.. all right Castle has been on for little over a month since i am the lucky one to see episode 5 today.. i know hopelessly behind here.. anywho last week i did a double up on Castle since i wanted to wait until i got my new laptop.... oh oh oh... this is the first post i do from this shiny new beast..

where was i.. oh right Castle.. (procastination everyone) in episode 3: Need to Know... it ends off with lovely couple Castle and Beckett sitting in the sofa talking... so here it is..

I WANT THAT BLOUSE!!!!

thing is i'm not a skinny girl.. and you know what i'm more than fine with that.. however nature did decide that normal body type wasn't the thing for me oh no.. i have the major curvies making it nearly impossible for me to wear basically anything that isn't around 2 or 3 sizes to big.. i could go get something that would fit on a normal curved girl my size but there is a small issue of me being slightly keen on actually breathing.. i know so stupid of me... anyway i have to stay clear of certain types of clothe so i don't look like a smurf trying to escape a mental institution (nice picture don't you think)

even giving these slight dress-code problems i very rarely envy others their body or for that fact hate my own.. not saying there are not days where i think it all sucks just that i have come to term with the phrase:

"Yeah i'm big... and you know what I DON'T CARE cause I'm beautiful just like that"

good on me right... but but but that blouse.. seriously! it is needless to say that i do think Stana has the most adorable smile and an absolute killer body to go with it.. this blouse they put her in just makes it all that more yummy and... well it is actually a rare occasion for me to go so girly in it at want a blouse.. very very rare..

now if you'll all excuse me i'm of to watch episode 5 

Angela's Eyes (2006)

The episode i'm on shouldn't in my current series didn't work...  so i had to occupy my time with something else and for some reason movies didn't seem all that interesting. so what is a girl to do.. well went on my wanna watch list and took a look on the series i put on it. Just for laughs (or something) i can tell that at writing moment it is on the small amount of 315 series... so yeah i went to the bottom of the list (seems easier since it has a bad habit of growing) and took a look.. and there it was Angela's Eyes

oh you never head of this one.. not that surprising... Angela's Eyes only aired one season back in 2006 and well i encountered a fair share of bad words about it... anywho i found it intriguing and why not watch it then? 

What is it about uhm well.. you have Angela, she's a FBI agent in a ehm special unit working with tough guy Leo and well geek boy Dozer... Angela is a kinda special agent though.. you see she can tell if you are lying (well on most parts) oh and she is the daughter of 2 of US's biggest traitors.. oh goodie

and nope there's no trailer for you this time.. there might be a few clips on youtube but what i have seen so far they aren't all that good at giving an idea on what this stuff is about..

anywho... i rather like the concept of this series.. reminds me of a nice mix between Alias and Lie To Me... i do give it people are right about the acting part however i am one of those extremely gifted people that can look beyond that fact if the story is good enough.. thing is that i since i was a little kid has been able to live myself into a story so full hearted that people sometimes makes fun and tell me i'm cute while watching stuff with me (or if i talk about it with them) because i am lost in it.. if the movie is interesting enough it is not possible to talk with me during it.. i just won't be listening.. anyway i got a bit of this while watching Angela's Eyes.. the story caught on something and i would have loved to see where the story would have gone after season 1.. this was however not to be and well i'm not gonna lye around crying about it.. there are a lot of other series that are better...

what this series did the most though was reminding me just how much i miss Lie To Me... sniffles...

Black Swan (2010)

So back to movie land... it's been a sort of long vacation for me as i have been doing series for quite a while now... actually have a post waiting to be finished... anywho... went to the bottom of my wanna-watch list (yes i'm weird like that) and there i found Black Swan. Litterally been on there for ages(well you know) and i have been told it would be a good watch... thing is i'm not overly happy about Natalie Portman whereas my buddy is a huge fan... Mila Kunis on the other hand i find kinda cool.. but the movie is clearly about Portman's role... soo yeah takes me a while sometimes...

anyway Black Swan... Well who doesn't know the story about the Swan Lake? okay i will tell but just because i can.. The Swan Lake is about a Princess turning into a white swan.. only way to turn her back is the true love stuff and when mister right turns up he is seduced by evil sister the black swan... making the white swan sad enough to commit suicide... sorry for spoilers there

Now that we got that down lets go on to the movie.. Black Swan is about a NY ballet group that are going to start the season with an interpretation of the Swan Lake... (swan lake is produced a lot in many many variations) For the production Nina is chosen for the lead role as both the white and the black swan.. However where her White Swan is perfect she is struggling a bit with the black swan. Mainly because she has trouble with letting herself go...

oh yeah right have to talk about it to.. well ehm where to start.. the movie isn't bad.. it is rather weird than anything else.. i do get what is going on in it though.. Nina is clearly a troubled young woman.. she has been psychology abused by her mom.. not in a deliberately mean way though.. Nina's mom just been living her dreams through her daughter in an extend that makes Nina strive to be absolutely perfect.. a thing most of us know to be impossible... giving this pressure to be perfect Nina's mind crumbles and she gets lost in various delusions (the fancy name for this is psychoses)...this is ultimately a struggle between her innocence and her desires. Or to link it to the ballet world her white and black swan.. thing is her innocence is not natural and only exist because of the constant pressure from her mom and the over protectiveness that comes of it.. underneath is the desires and fears of a young woman trying to be herself.. which i take is hard when mommy dearest tend to be sleeping in a chair next to your bed..

The movie does come with an interesting concept and i did enjoy it for the most parts.. the ballet dancers helping with the movie did a good job and well the actors weren't half bad either.. and the music.. well i can really be a sucker for classical music so i was all happy there.. hm really should get my act together and try going to the ballet one of these days..

Compulsion (2013)

You know about that thing about YouTube getting me into trouble...well yeah this is another fine example.. like i said in my last post i was doing a bit of surfing on the subject of Wentworth when YouTube was kind enough to suggest me to watch Heather Graham Snogging Carrie-Anne Moss... (i have absolutely no idea why YouTube keeps suggesting movies like that.. no sirrie)... anyway since i'm a major fan of Heather i watched it and i kinda liked it.. it was a bit weird and that curiosity thing kicked in.. so i figured out what movie it was so that i could watch the trailer...

ehm can you say HOOKED?

i mean look at that delicious food... really.. it almost made me hungry... even if there wasn't a good chance at looking at boobs trying to escape (which has high chance of happening in this one by the way) i still just simply had to watch.. i mean its food.. 

anywho where was i... (yes i actually had to get up and find myself some food...) the movie right.. hmm the movie... so yeah heather portraits this INSANE lady Amy that likes to cook and really dreams of having her own cooking show called Amy's Food for Love... don't know who she channeled here but it is very cute and insanely creepy... like every time she is in the kitchen pretending she is on TV i get a little scared... Anywho.. Amy finds out that her neighbor is the celebrity Saffron (play by the lovely Carrie-Anne.. surprise) a woman she has been in love with since childhood.. after Amy dumps her fiance in a rather disturbing way she starts obsessing with feeding Saffron who isn't overly happy about this... they do in some weird way start to come close like friends or maybe even lovers (as i already told they were snogging) 

however... to me it feels like the movie wraps up way to quickly... you have this long build from strangers to friends and then all of a sudden Saffron goes missing and you really don't get a clue toward what actually happened or really why.. i got a small idea since the movie leaves a lot to self interpretation but i just i don't know it was just to fast.. like this long build that was quite interesting just hit an anticlimax and just rolled over and died... oh well at least there was some pretty things to distract you a lot along the way 

 

and not even a small hint about them being 17 and 20 years older than me (oh my Heather has the same age as my mom...) they are some fine young women to look at... and trust me Carrie-Anne is absolutely adorable with her big glasses on...

Wentworth (2013)

This is a result of how evil youtube can be.. you see i have been watching bad girls for a while now going on season 5 (it has some really long episodes and i just haven't been watching that many a day).. anywho... yesterday i was doing a bit of procrastinating on youtube (i was really trying to clean up my room though) and i just happen to fall over this cute little video that someone had made about wentworth and then the curiosity killed the cat... uhm i mean got the better of me.. i ended up watching this youtube-list of videos about the series and then one thing let to another and i just had to watch the damn thing...

so... i'm clearly not Australian.. or american for that matter... so i didn't know anything about an old Australian show called Prisoner... i do however think i need to do something about that in the nearest future.. anyway.. in Prisoner there apparently is this inmate, Bea that runs the prison Wentworth...

so far so good.. now Wentworth (the series) is about how Bea supposedly got to be just that... about what made her into a woman that could run the prison with an iron hand... (yeah i do a bit of guessing on the last part)

well it isn't hard for me to say i feel hard for this one.. as in I watched all the 10 episodes of first season over the course of an afternoon and evening... yep i was just caught on the damn thing.. the stories the secrets the pushing around with each other in this little game of control... i loooooved it... am looking forward to see if they come up with a season 2 as i seem to have read somewhere that they are cooking on... after all we do need to see if Franky gets the girl..

oh right you don't know who Franky is.. or the girl for that matter...

well we start out with Bea going to jail for attempted murder of her husband.. once in she meets Franky, one of the powerplayer in the prison... few days later we also meet Jacs the other powerplayer.. and then the dance begins.. Bea is trying to do right and she is trying (and miserably failing) to stay out of trouble.. as time goes by in the prison Bea ends up a more and more important piece of the powergame whether she wants to or not..

oh and the girl being the governess Erica that Franky does very little to hide her effections from.. basically Franky finds Erica hot and does a lot of pressure to see what she can get in return.. let's face it Franky likes to be in control ;)

i can't be the only one...

at the moment i am in a romantic mood.. don't ask me why i just am... and once i watched this cute little movie about 2 families going on vacation and ending up sharing a bungalow, hut, whatever on the beach... the 2 families being a single dad and his kids and a single mom with hers.. with me so far.. goodie.. so they are not particular thrilled by the idea but ends up making it work since the kids actually gets along quite nicely.. then as all of these goes mom and dad falls in love with all the goodie bits that comes with that... also recall the dad being a baker due to a... ehm well.. nice scene XD 

so why tell you this.. well thing is i really really REALLY wanna rewatch this one.. and that is when the problem kicks in... i can't remember the name of the damn thing.. or who is in it... making it one though movie to find.. did a google on familie shares a bungalow (or something like that..) getting the result of the cabin from 2011... but that isn't the one i'm going for.. also pretty certain that it is a lot older than that since it is a very long time since i last so it... 

so now i'm stuck searching though list of romantic movies getting me to the realization that boy i have watch a lot of the movies on those lists... 

anywho suggestions toward which movie it is will be more than welcome... 

what makes a documentary?

Today it has been the most wonderful summer weather and i have ehm spend the day in my bed watching well documentaries... thing was i was planning to go outside.. doctors order and all but then i just felt this want to watch documentaries.. that is not something that happens often.. i do enjoy watching history channel whenever i go home and visit my parents but i usually don't put them on when i'm at my own place then it is more the make believe world..

anywho... i was watching a few documentaries i had on my wanna watch list.. and then i decided to check out what there was lying on my favorite watch site... so i goes to the section of documentary and i sort it by best ranking (sorting it by popularity gives you a lot of documentaries about sex and i wasn't in the mood for that) anyway where was i.. oh yeah the list.. so i go through it and every now and then there would be these movies that looked like oh how do i explain this.... a movie that is acted.. well ehm yeah..

this is what brings us to the  question in the title.. what makes a documentary?

when i think documentary i think of an informative movie involving interviews with appropriate experts and well often acted sequences to support the theories..

but can a documentary be a entire acted movie?

well.. i'm not gonna come up with an answer.. i kinda just wanna share my well confusion

Despicable Me 2 (2013)

Gru is BACK!!!!

so yeah when i first heard of the coming of a second despicable me movie i had a lot of doubt... a lot!... i had a problem seeing how they were gonna pull it of.. giving the whole ending of the first one.. but then then the trailers started showing up... 

so according to the trailer... Gru has become the loving father of the 3 kids Margo, Edith and Agnes... and then he gets kidnapped by the anti villain league and then he is gonna save the world... with evil minions?

so as the good movie watcher i am i of cause roamed around youtube finding this little baby

so yeah screwed up as i am i loooooove this evil minion.. and the video above has given room for a lot of laughter... like i don't have to watch it anymore to be laughing way to hard... so yeah i was looking forward to these little guys making fun all over the screen...

sooo i was in the movies with my friends and trust me the movie is hilarious... i was laughing like a mad man throughout the movie.. 

just to clarify... Gru has gone legit, making jellies and jams... or well trying to.. then he do get kidnapped by anti villain league in order to offer him a job saving the world... he ends up taking the job being assigned the crazy kidnapping lady as his partner. during all of this someone decides to kidnap all the cute minions making them into evil minions.. 

so the evil minions in the movie was not as funny as anticipated.. to be honest i was a little disappointed.. but giving i was laughing my way trough it i have to admit that i truly loved this one.. it is filled with jokes craziness and so on.. and Agnes is just the most adorable thing in the world.. and there was a great story within it.. more than what i recall from the first one.. 

BANAHNAAA!

Soul on sale...

so yeah this is gonna be a post that has absolutely nothing to do with the make believe world... but i just has to get this out of my system and well you are my victims.. muhahahahahahahah ehm or well sry

Thing is i have a job-interview for nothing less than the dream job... so all nervous for tuesday right there... thing is i was asked to bring with me a job application. wuhuuuu that is so awesome... NO!

I HATE WRITING JOB APPLICATIONS!!!!!!

why you might ask.. well it is not that i'm bad at expressing myself in writing (at least i don't think so) it is however the whole part about putting down a description of who I am that bugs the hell out of me.. seriously it's not like you just have to put down who you are, which in my case can be hard enough. I also have to be overly positive about me so that this person who has never meet me thinks that it would  be all dandy (ehm yeah) to meet little nobody me... thing is i don't see myself as all that special (friends of mine might beg the difference but i'm really not) and even if i were how on earth am i supposed to write it down without sounding like a complete jerk?

no i'm not just bad at selling myself it is literally breaking me apart... i can't express just how much i hate selling my self or how much it feels like tearing apart my soul.. i don't care what people in general think about me i clearly live by the code of them getting lost if i bug them.. but on the other hand i actually really want this job because it is what i wanna spend my life doing.. so why does i have to go through this excruciating process of breaking my soul in piece in the hope that someone i never meet and might never meet will like just a little bit of me...?

really i should make up a belief where it was against my faith to write applications but then again might need a whole lot of cash to survive on before that happens.. oh goodness this i complicated...

anywho thanks for reading this.. it sort of helped me get it of my chest.. now i just need to finish my letter to the devil ;)

why are they all on break?

oh hello there.. how have you been? me? oh a bit absent why whatever do you mean?....

okay okay i give.. i haven't been around this place in a while.. reason  being.. oh well not having watched much of anything.... actually i haven't really been watching anything since the season finales of my favorite series.. is there a reason.. oh well not really been tired and not in the mood i guess..actually i watched my first movie in 2 weeks just the other night.. not been writing about it though.. (yes i kinda have to do some of that straight away so i don't forget)

and really what is up with my 3 favorite series going on break on the same time..? what am i gonna do with my time then..?

i did kinda promise myself i would watch some of those series that occupies my wanna-watch-list (oh oh i have added a link toward that one right over there --> on the side of the page.. you see it? go go click it.. or well)... anyway.. list not really complete yet bur well i got all the series in place so far...

now where was i?... oh yeah new series.. i was not gonna rewatch any series i had allready watched.. as you might have guessed i didn't keep that at all... actually my break from any telly of all sorts ended when i turned on the l word... oh yeah.. i have so been drooling at Karina Lombard for a couple of days... i kinda forgot just have hot i find that woman XD

anywho that is kinda what i have been up to.. hopefully i get around to some more serious tellywatching (if it is at all possible to call it that)

what do you mean with season ending?

so this week i have been a lot more than a little lazy.. actually my bed kinda attacked me every time i stepped into my room.. this goes with the fact that i have watched a lot (like really a lot) of animations.. or well they were going in the background while i was rooming around on this site i just found... the site being this one http://www.listal.com thing is... i am able to list all the movies i have watched through time ( well those i can remember that i have watched anyway...) and so far i learned that wauw it is a loooooong list.. not sure it is a surprise though.. anyway is on 1040 watched movies and still counting..  i will at some point add a link in le link box with the movies i watch throughout this year but it is not possible to make it list movies i have seen more than once.. guess we'll have to live with it don't we ;)

anywho.. all of that seems to have no connection with the title of the post.. and with good reason since there ain't one... last night i got around to watch episode 13 of season 3 of lost girl.. it was a nice episode and i was like oh it is gonna be a bit of wait until Tuesday where i am able to watch next episode.. then i read the nasty nasties about episode 13 being the ending of season 3... are you f***** kidding me? they can't do that.. there is only 13.. that's like half a season... also

I NEED MY FIXES!!!! 

but if i have to wait (which i doubt there is any choice in) i really hope they be faster this time around because last time was way to long a wait..

oh i'm so gonna miss Tamsin.

btw not my picture.. just did a google thing so here's a link to the page i borrowed it from http://s1.zetaboards.com/L_Anon/topic/5071939/703/

Firefly (2002-2003)

       

I might have mentioned this but i'm kinda a big fan of Nathan Fillon... i find him quite funny and very talented.. so when i started looking at the series part of my wanna watch list it just seemed like the right time to start watching firefly... thing is i had already started watching it but then my precious (that would be my external HD) suffered a breakdown and was not to be recoved...

so we have gone way into the future... the earth is no more (at least i don't think so) and the verse (guess universe is to long a word) is controlled by the Alliance. In this world is a very special firefly (oh that would be a space ship), a firefly named Serenity. Serenity is the home of a very wacky crew lead by Captain Malcolm 'Mal' Reynolds. Mal bought Serenity after the war that gave the alliance the power. He has along with him his "armybuddy" Zoe, her husband Wash, the mercenary Jayne and the young and truly adorable mechanic Kaylee oh and the companion Inara... and together they share a lot of adventure throughout the 'verse'... especially after taking on passengers...

i absolutely loooooove the humor in this show... and i find it more than sad that there is only one season.. i better get my fingers on the movie serenity just so i can get a small last fix of this thing XD 

there is one thing about this series... as far i figured out there is one order the show was aired and another order that it was supposed to air in.... the later being the one on the boxset.. or that is what i seem to remember... this making it a quite discussed theme among watcher being that it is the wrong episode posting.. but so far i manged to watch 14 different episodes so i think i'm all good there XD

anywho where was i again... hm seems nowhere... bugger... well other than the humor (which is hilarious) there is this thing that i tend to always fall for in this land of the series... well written characters... in this case it might even be a small dose of really good casting.. i don't know how to really explain this so i'm gonna go with an introductions of the members of Serenity.. this also makes me practice getting some more photos on this dang thing :P 

Met the one and only Captain Malcolm Reynolds also known as Mal. 

Mal served in the war as said above. Afterwards he bought a firefly, a transportship and named it Serenity after the battlefield of his last fight. He sees the crew as his family and is very protective of them. Also he has chosen a new carer of a mostly gray nature. Yet for a criminal he has a very high sense of moral... oh and he just comes with some of the very best quotes 

"i swear by 

Zoe is the very much kickass second in command. Where Mal is kinda light in his way of being Zoe is more practical. Their time together in the war has made a very special bond between them.... one that Wash, Zoe's husband, is a bit jealous about. 

Bringing us to Wash the insane yet brilliant pilot of the Serenity. 

Every now and then he just comes with some funny things and then he fly around that firefly like a mad man... 

"Psychic, though? That sounds like something out of science fiction"

" We live in a spaceship, dear"

The sweet and love Jayne... Jayne is a mercenary and boy does that man love his guns! And yes it is a funny picture i found of the man but i just found him so cute with this nice hat his mother made and sent to him... oh and when he is trying to trade "Vera" for "what Mal got" that was just absolutely priceless :)

So Inara is a companion which basically is a future version of a courtesan. She rents a shuttle and goes around doing legal business while the rest of the crew goes around doing there not so legal stuff... She do however care deeply about the rest of the crew and she seems to be quite happy about Mal ;)

And now to my absolute favorite character in this show... Kaylee, sweet adorable Kaylee.. she is just so damn cute.. seriously i just wanna go and hug her! She is sweet and innocent and really has the cutest smile ever.

she is the youngest member of the crew and it is very clear that the others treat her like a little sister protection wise. Let's just say that Mal gets more than one evil look when he hurts her feelings.. 

Now that is the original crew... in the very first episode Serenity is taking on passengers... some of these stays on the ship becoming a part of the crew...

this guy right here is Shepherd Books... Shepherd has just left the Southgate Abbey   to go see the "world"... However it has been suggested more than once that he is not a shepherd but you never get to a truth in this... though he is not really against shooting people.

When boarding in the first episode the nice doctor Simon comes along to.. bringing with him a well blind passengers. The blind passenger being his teenage sister River. Thing is Simon kinda kidnapped his River from a school/institute thing because she was sending him weird letters that made no sense. River is however somewhat weird... broken somehow.. which makes some right interesting things happens... 

so that was a whole lot of stuff on the people in this show ;) there is no doubt i liked this show a lot is there :) 

and lots and lots of pictures...

now this was just to awesome not to share.. 

lego is just awesome!